Not only are you extremely foolish, but you also set the wrong example. You complain about your incompetence but do nothing in response; you mask strategic laziness with tactical diligence, unable to see the true dimensions of truth and the virtues and vices of human nature.

In the end, you are full of anger, melancholy, cynicism, and lead a mediocre life. You think you have gained freedom, but in fact, the pursuit of freedom has become the true shackles of your will; you doubt yourself, yet deep inside you are so narcissistic, and the gap between ideals and reality makes you fall in love with abstraction, while the true void cannot be filled by language alone.