June 12, 2025, casual notes.

Woke up naturally this morning and mistakenly got the date wrong, thought today was Friday. I paused trading operations yesterday due to having a few drinks.

Sharing these thoughts is not to be accountable to anyone, but just for myself and that special person...

Since this is a casual essay, I might as well share more; perhaps I will delete it tomorrow: I post to seek enjoyment, and I trade to achieve profit. If I had remained clear-headed at 9 PM yesterday, I would have operated according to the strategy I previously described (although I understand that this may be difficult for many to comprehend).

Today's situation is simpler; I hold my own positions and operate according to my judgment. Am I really leading the trades? Actually, I just hope to continue existing in this market, always...

I sincerely hope you can understand my implicit meaning, and I also hope you have more happiness than I do. This is my small wish in this trading community and the motivation for me to stay here.

Do I really want everyone to follow my trades? Even if I can earn ten percent of your profits, I don't care about that. Because the copy trading I do, I don't even care about all my own profits!

Those who understand naturally comprehend, while not understanding is the norm. I am such a contradiction: a seemingly useless person, a selfish person; yet at the same time, I am a smart person, but I don't want anyone to notice my intelligence...

Will the trading volume this month exceed 50,000? Can the overall profit exceed 1 million? This month, can everything really begin?

Whether you can see these thoughts or not, it no longer matters to me.